themadpoker

Augh. University is freaking me out. I am wondering if it is even worth bothering to apply for any of the big scholarships because I am not really one of those kids with an amazing amount of volunteer work or community involvement or anything. And I know I can't apply for any of the ones with a demonstrable financial aid component because my parents pay bracket is definitely out of the aid category. And I don't know where I even want to go yet and 8 out of 10 of them want me to specify my top three picks at least.

Let's sum up: I don't know what I want to do, I don't know where I want to go, and I am increasingly worried about how I will even pay for it. I am nowhere near ready to be as old as I am. =(