3...2...1...Panic! Freak Out!

I am freaking myself out right now. D= Okay so this past week has been reading week. And I have alot of assignments to do! And I've been putting them off because they are hard and I'm pretty sure one of them was actually set up to make us fail (who the hell says to do background research for something but not to do a bibliography? That is like a recipe for accidental plagiarism oh my god, I hate this prof). And now there are four days and the thought of all the work I have to do is making me PANICKY. DDDDDDD=

Okay. OKAY. Deep breaths. And no more doing the thing where I ignore things that stress me out and go watch TV or something because that is counterproductive and only leds to MORE STRESS.

I think I will just start with my readings. Beause that is easy and I can have the ego boost of having accomplished something before doing something hard (like the FAIL assignment which is worth 30% of our grade did I mention how much I hate this prof?)

Why do I always do this to myself? D= IGNORING THINGS IS NEVER THE ANSWER. LESSONS I SHOULD LEARN. MAYBE I WILL WRITE THIS ON A POST IT AND STICK IT TO MY LAPTOP.

Currently swung past panic into unjustified faith! This is always my favourite stage.

Did some of my readings! Have now gained an overinflated sense of confidence in my ability to finish things. Poli Sci fail paper? Hinduism response paper? English essay of which I still have no idea what I'm writing about? NO PROBLEM. I'M ON TOP OF THINGS. S'ALL GOOD.

This is no excuse to take an extra break to go read though. Even if the girl on this cover looks remarkably like Morgana from Merlin. (She looks so much like her! Am I going to imagine this entire book is Merlin AU fic? Yes, yes I am)

ANYWAYS. It is time to tackle the fail paper. STAY STRONG SELF.

And thank you all for the comments, you guys are wonderful. Hugs for everybody!