techno is always confusing

[themadpoker]

Of course it takes me three years and somewhere around a hundred other music obsessions to realize Jennifer Lopez's voice is really pretty. =)

I'd link to the song except I kind of hate the music vid (listening off youtube, purged all my music a few weeks ago).

Anyone else here watched Maid in Manhattan way too many times?
I blame my mom, she loves it. So do I but shh.

...huh. That was a weird phonecall.

I have this thing I do where I imagine out long conversations in my head. Stuff I want to say that I'm not sure about. I go through so many scenarios and the end I don't say anything.

lj thinks my belly is fat. =( And that I need to find Jewish singles and help dealing with the loss in my life. Maybe it's a message, if the date ends badly I can always go to griefjournal.com.

Oh nice I couldn't have even embedded the video anyways. Here have a link, I won't judge: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAnC9SZ4z00

I'd talk about my field trip to the Niagara wineries but fabien_aybara already did.

I've got a thought I can't narrow down with words yet.

Who was it that said volunteerism isn't philanthropic? Someone in Macleans I think, it seems like their brand of skepticism.

I was drawing on my hand in history the other day. Being sick = increased inability to pay attention. The design's starting the fade and I might re-do it. I like decorating myself.

What I really want is a few posters of galaxies. An imploding star is one of the prettiest things I've ever seen. I loved the space exhibit at the Ontario Science Centre.

My next design is a to do list to be sported on my right arm.

Comments

[fabien-aybara.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I took all the Niagara stuff...=[ You could still talk about it!

And I won't like, I like Jennifer Lopez sometimes too. Just not that song where she wears silver lipstick and silver clothes and silver things surround her and UUUGGHHH, SO GROSS.

I haven't watched the movie too many times but enough times for me to sort of like it and still think 'How typical.'

I like this entry. It was nice.

[themadpoker.livejournal.com]

Ehh don't worry about it. I meant it more like, why bother, when it's already out on the interwebz?

I have no idea which song that is so okay. =)

Completely typical. But still kind of fun to watch so. =)

Thanks.

[vaapa-sulo.livejournal.com]

I am just here to add that I too, have long conversations in my head that never make it to paper/computer/mouth. I call them my inner dialogues -nod-

Random memory because I just woke up (I am a lazy beast!) and feeling rather random, although this is not entirely random: grade nine, first day of Geography class. I come in, sit at my desk, all is usual school and such. Mr. Miller walks in, talking to class, randomly walks up to my desk, smacks hands down on desk, looks at me and proclaims, "You have an internal monologue, don't you?" Grace nods confusedly, states she understands what he means when he asks her if she understands what he means, then thinks amusedly, 'More like an internal dialogue, but yeah. Don't let the teacher think your crazy on the first day.'

So yes, fwah! -has run out of things to say-

[themadpoker.livejournal.com]

Haha really? How did I miss that? xD I think I like Mr. Miller better now that I'm not in his class.

Anyways internal dialogue = double the special of monologues. :D

Oh hey do you ever have this? Where you have multiple layers of monologue. Like 'I am thinking such and such' while at the same time 'hah, I feel very typical thinking such and such' plus 'hmm I kind of want a cheese sandwich'.

Did you end up sleeping really late last night or something? I got up at 6 AM but that's because I want to sleep way early yesterday.

[vaapa-sulo.livejournal.com]

XD I definitely have that. It's kind of like that, except on top of those three I also have this monologue that is always there, being paranoid and such that someone is reading my mind xD Grace has problems, she knows.

I didn't go to sleep until... uh, one? I dunno, time's kind of a blur right now. I've been staying up until at least 11:30 lately, 'cause my mom and I have discovered that Whose Line is it Anyways? is on at 11:00 and have been watching it =D So much fun.

[themadpoker.livejournal.com]

xD I actually freak myself out sometimes thinking 'oh my God, what if this person I am talking to can READ MY MIND?' And then I'm like 'shut up brain seriously because if you don't all I'm going to be able to do is think get out of my head to whoever I'm talking to and that is just plain lame'.

I keep doing that! And my reasons are always stupid, it's like, oh hey I feel like faffing about on the Internet for a long time and being unproductive until midnight, oh wait, did you say I have school tomorrow? ...shoot
And then I'm epically tired through first period which sucks because it's history and it's the one I need to pay the most attention to.